How about my feel ?

I don't know what I feel now, but I feel now is fear of losing friends and friends who I love, very confused too many problems to early 2011 and I hate people who just spit his promise just LIKE YOU! I can not lie to myself but I already hate you but luckily I was patient I could forgive it all your fault
  
*requires only happiness and peace in the world in the next Lord*